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October 27th 2025
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Anna Zoe Quirke | Author Anna Zoe Quirke is a queer and autistic author, librarian, and freelance writer from the North of England. They’ve written books, scripts, poetry (and much more). Their novel Something to be Proud of won the Northern Writers’ Award for Debut YA Fiction in 2022, was shortlisted for the PFD Queer Fiction Prize, was published with Little Tiger in June 2024, and was nominated for a Carnegie Award in 2025. |
When I emailed my agent a couple of years ago with an idea for a new book about a character with seasonal affective disorder, she replied to say she thought it was a great idea but could I let her know other books that I’d read that had characters with the condition so that she could do some research. I replied in turn to say that I didn’t know of any. Not one.
In Sad Girl Hours, one of our two main characters, Saffron, struggles to function in autumn and winter thanks to seasonal depression. The other main character, Nell, loves autumn and winter and comes up with a bucket list of seasonal activities to try and convince Saffron to love them too. But she doesn’t know that Saffron’s struggling with SAD because she’s afraid of scaring people away if she shows up without her perfect, shiny mask.
As a teenager, I dealt with a plethora of mental health conditions, all of which were exacerbated in autumn and winter thanks to my seasonal affective disorder. So when I realised that I’d never read a story that even mentioned it, I knew I had to take matters into my own hands.
Seasonal Affective Disorder is often trivialised as just being a bit sad in the darker months (hence my slightly tongue-in-cheek title choice!). I wanted people to understand that it’s so much more than that, that it can become really quite debilitating, or can make concurrent issues debilitating. And, I wanted people who are dealing with it – as so many of us do – to feel seen and like their struggles were real and shared.
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As well as wanting to represent those of us with SAD, I wanted to share a few other messages around mental health, that I wish I’d known earlier.
It’s made very clear in Sad Girl Hours that friendship, love, or fun seasonal activities can’t cure mental illness. Saffron has to learn that there’s nothing shameful in struggling. She also has to unlearn the idea that she'll be a burden to her friends, or that they won’t want to be around her if she can’t always be shiny and happy. And that even when she has the support of the people who love her, ultimately, she’s still depressed and she still has to make the decision for herself to get help with that.
I also wanted to make it very clear that there are many different ways to improve your mental health. Sometimes planning fun things, having things to look forward to is enough – still likely not to cure, but to at least help sand down some sharp edges. Sometimes opening up to people around us is enough, being honest and sharing how we feel and receiving comfort and support that way. Sometimes we might need more than that – therapy, medication, maybe. Or sometimes, in Saffron's case, we might need a little of all the above. There’s no one size fits all fix. Sometimes it takes a lot of throwing spaghetti at the wall and hoping it sticks.
Finally, if I may be allowed a vast oversimplification of things, the world doesn’t feel like a particularly kind place at the minute. As Saffron has to learn in Sad Girl Hours, we need other people. We need to show up in the world as whole, imperfect people who are prepared to do the work to look after our communities and to look after ourselves. Saffron thinks she’s alone in struggling and that she should stay alone so as not to impact others. What she eventually learns is that her friends either have or are struggling too, and she then feels a little silly for thinking herself quite so alone in her feelings.
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It’s hard, sometimes, to see a way out. But the people around us, or characters in books, movies, TV shows, might have a better view. The least we can do is let them hold our hands and show us the way, or wander around with us until we can see it ourselves. I hope that Sad Girl Hours finds its way into the hands of as many people who could do with some of these reminders as possible.
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Sad Girl HoursSaffron struggles with seasonal affective disorder (SAD) and is dreading autumn and winter. She took time off in her first year at university and can't afford to do the same this year if she's going to achieve her dream of being an astrophysicist. She's managed to keep it a secret from her friends - fearing that they won't want to spend time with her if they see her at her lowest - but it's getting harder. Especially when she meets Nell. £6.65 Save 26% |
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